so the other night I dreamt solely of masturbating, and could never reach a climax.. how tormenting for me. I feel I need more, but cannot have it the way I want.. deprived and unsatisfied. I don’t know where all these feelings are building up to, although I have an idea.. I need a shift or change, I want to be unrestrained.. free to frolic, creating my magic along the way. This life I live is something like a circle I’ve orbited long enough.. it’s making me dizzy and sick, confused..wondering what direction I am going. Perhaps I would be better back at square one? I cannot know until I’ve tried, right? But once I move forward, there is no going back.. so I pace my self, and see how life unfolds. Even if I already know the answer to all my questions, I deny myself my own freedom because I am guilty.

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I wish I could confirm my questions

with clear answers

to these complex questions

I have no words

just feelings beyond expression

my actions speak for me

although I still don’t know what that means

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bless this heart and mind of mine

how it runs me ramped

back and forth

seeking a solution

only to find myself

in the same place

where am I going?

when will I be there?

who am I to be?

wandering aimlessly

trusting my lack of direction

following a path

only I can see..

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peekaboo is essentially just making fun of babies for not understanding object permanence 

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May everyone see the sight of their bodies’ and (mentally or aloud) exclaim

'Daaamn, I really do have a body of a goddess”

truly, I am elated each time I do!

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today the sun


a page was


I am reborn

with each breathe

a new potential

to be


than before

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The capacity to be alone is the capacity to love. It may look paradoxical to you, but it’s not. It is an existential truth: only those people who are capable of being alone are capable of love, of sharing, of going into the deepest core of another person—without possessing the other, without becoming dependent on the other, without reducing the other to a thing, and without becoming addicted to the other. They allow the other absolute freedom, because they know that if the other leaves, they will be as happy as they are now. Their happiness cannot be taken by the other, because it is not given by the other.
― Osho (via psych-facts)
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