With the upright lingam of truth,
Licks and slowly writhes, coaxing
Fountains of steaming ejaculated bliss.
so the other night I dreamt solely of masturbating, and could never reach a climax.. how tormenting for me. I feel I need more, but cannot have it the way I want.. deprived and unsatisfied. I don’t know where all these feelings are building up to, although I have an idea.. I need a shift or change, I want to be unrestrained.. free to frolic, creating my magic along the way. This life I live is something like a circle I’ve orbited long enough.. it’s making me dizzy and sick, confused..wondering what direction I am going. Perhaps I would be better back at square one? I cannot know until I’ve tried, right? But once I move forward, there is no going back.. so I pace my self, and see how life unfolds. Even if I already know the answer to all my questions, I deny myself my own freedom because I am guilty.
I wish I could confirm my questions
with clear answers
to these complex questions
I have no words
just feelings beyond expression
my actions speak for me
although I still don’t know what that means
bless this heart and mind of mine
how it runs me ramped
back and forth
seeking a solution
only to find myself
in the same place
where am I going?
when will I be there?
who am I to be?
trusting my lack of direction
following a path
only I can see..
peekaboo is essentially just making fun of babies for not understanding object permanence
May everyone see the sight of their bodies’ and (mentally or aloud) exclaim
'Daaamn, I really do have a body of a goddess”
truly, I am elated each time I do!
today the sun
a page was
I am reborn
with each breathe
a new potential